DeviousAngell
Member
Hello everybody!
So I decided to cam again after I had decided to quit since it was creating tension between my and my now ex boyfriend, he hated my job and I chose him, which didn't workout anyways. I deleted my twitter where I had managed to get a fair amount of followers so I feel like I'm starting from scratch again. I'm coming back to the site that gave me the best income in the past, Chaturbate.
I really do feel like the very first day I was on cam, so nervous, not knowing what to expect and somehow awckward as to how to present myself, showing in underwear, semi clothed, all pimped up with my best lingerie, naked... hoping to not have an empty room, hoping blues enter and don't just leave right away... I also have no one I know or trust to be my mod, and a good mod is always a must because I hate to interrupt my show to hint that tokens should be given if they want to see more, or someone to quiet down rude/nasty comments and keep the room in order for me to just, show.
I admit I'm scared. I'm sure I must not be the only one who decided to quit this job and then come back after a few months. Could anyone tell me if this has happened to you and how was it? I'm also in desperate need for a stable mod, usually at nights EST time.
Guess all I can do is just... do it, but I'm just feeling so stagepanick right now
So I decided to cam again after I had decided to quit since it was creating tension between my and my now ex boyfriend, he hated my job and I chose him, which didn't workout anyways. I deleted my twitter where I had managed to get a fair amount of followers so I feel like I'm starting from scratch again. I'm coming back to the site that gave me the best income in the past, Chaturbate.
I really do feel like the very first day I was on cam, so nervous, not knowing what to expect and somehow awckward as to how to present myself, showing in underwear, semi clothed, all pimped up with my best lingerie, naked... hoping to not have an empty room, hoping blues enter and don't just leave right away... I also have no one I know or trust to be my mod, and a good mod is always a must because I hate to interrupt my show to hint that tokens should be given if they want to see more, or someone to quiet down rude/nasty comments and keep the room in order for me to just, show.
I admit I'm scared. I'm sure I must not be the only one who decided to quit this job and then come back after a few months. Could anyone tell me if this has happened to you and how was it? I'm also in desperate need for a stable mod, usually at nights EST time.
Guess all I can do is just... do it, but I'm just feeling so stagepanick right now
