I m anxious, little social phobia and i currently have depression (so closer each other) . I have been on camming two years ago (i'm 22). When started like a camgirl, be on webcam was always like a "empty box", where i m safe and can be who i am, with no anxiety and all this shit on my mind.
I have been hard times, and deal with all is so difficult. I'm marriage and my husband is unemployed a long time. I feel so drained, exhausted...I feel like all this like a brake... It's hard make good money and get better things feeling this things. Money is not ALL, but we need it to live and have a good life.
~ I simply wanted to get this off my chest, it's so hard get so exposed ~
If some girl deal with this mental shits too... How can you manage this and work well?
I have been hard times, and deal with all is so difficult. I'm marriage and my husband is unemployed a long time. I feel so drained, exhausted...I feel like all this like a brake... It's hard make good money and get better things feeling this things. Money is not ALL, but we need it to live and have a good life.
~ I simply wanted to get this off my chest, it's so hard get so exposed ~
If some girl deal with this mental shits too... How can you manage this and work well?