Dom? or a pissed off Sub? Not sure!

[livesexychat]

Hello again all! I'm writing this to get a little advice, as per usual Up until camming, with the exception of multiple partners and swinging, I've been a complete noob to other aspects of human sexuality. I've done a little light bondage in real life and have always been the submissive. After beginning to cam, and being asked on more occasions than I can count, I've started to try a more dominant role. When I first started, I was obviously not mean enough... they basically laughed me off! Now that I have a little experience under my belt I can do a pretty fair show in my opinion, but lately I find myself really getting into the role! Making them do things I'd never in a million years have asked before and actually enjoying the fact that they are putty in my hand even as I simulate crushing their balls. What I'm trying to determine though is have I truly unlocked a more dominant side to me... or am I a pissed sub. I ask because these things seem to come out in me more when I'm angry. Sitting all day dealing with some of the assholes even affects even my usually perky personality. Do any of you Dom ladies actually despise and enjoy the humiliation of a pathetic loser... or am I just turning into a bitch?

 

[bongacamcouple]

Hey livesexychat, to address your closing question - yes. I adore inflicting emotional and physical pain, especially through humiliation and degradation. It wasn't until I developed My organic Domme nature, that I was able to become a ProDomme, and a big part of that is really connecting with the effect you have on a sub/slave/sissy. Apart from being satisfied that I could make someone else satisfied, I've become heaps more creative and certainly more intolerant of anything other than D/s engagements.