AdySweet
Sr. Member
I know that i can not be the only one out there that has tried to find a balance in the sort of job that we do. I started into this adventure at the ripe age of 45 and now at the age of 47 i feel that i have finally found my calling in life. It is funny to think of how some people think what we do for a living defines who we are as a person. While my three kids were growing up I was super Mom, homeroom Mom, Sports Mom and i worked in Advertising. I grew up in a good loving home with no abuse what so ever. I still see myself as a great Mom,(all three are grown and awesome adults), I have a grandson that will be one year in a few months and i love him so very much. I am a devoted Wife, and daughter as well as daughter inlaw,, you get the picture. But then i sell well... sex for a living. My first year was a difficult year, while i loved what i was doing it created some issues for me. One being the decision to come clean about my new job to family. My kids, two daughters and one son(young adults) have been very supportative of me, and realize that It is not only good for me but for them as well, with my daughter it gives me freedom to help with my grandson, with my son, time and money for me to help him with adult autism, my youngest daughter... well she just thinks that i am the ultimate feminist. My parents took it well and are very supportive, but they raised me to not be ashamed of sex, my in-laws are awesome they support me and cheer me on. The greatest support has come from my Husband, as he navigated me thru some difficult emotions. I had family that has decided its best to now not have anything to do with me, it hurt at first but then i realized that perhaps its best for me to not have negative judgmental people in my life. I have also had to battle the change of life, while selling sex... ugh, but got the hormones under control. It took me a year but i found a site that i can now call home and that i feel good about working on. I have developed my own site, and my blog is doing incredible. Twitter i have found to be great for me as well. I used to stress about being online enough... you know there are bills to pay, but I have found a new way of looking at things. While doing the insanity workout which is very intense, it dawned on me that i needed to look at it like it is a marathon, not a race. It worked for me so i but that philosophy to use in other areas of my life. Once i put that mindset to my Cam Model Business... whooo.... the money came. I have four hours 5 days a week that i work on cam, I have certain times of certain days devoted to my photography business, exercise and then me time. This way of thinking has really changed my not ordinary life for the better and i had hoped to share it with all of you.... So Happy Cam Modeling everyone.