Getting started again

[crazylivecams]

My issue is making myself get on to cam. After some health issue with Anemia I had take off for about 8 months! I don't know what is wrong with me? I am not sure if it is motivation or I need to try some type of music to get into the mood or stage (cam fright) which I have never had an issue with or failure and not thinking I have it anymore. I am getting older to and I think that is a little of it...not sure. Anyone else get into funks like this?

 

[crazylivecams]

oh gawd yes me .. im suppose to be on NOW.. but no.. im just in a funk to (sighs) i think it be MOTIVATION. I NEED LOTS OF MOTIVATION AND ENERGY

 

[crazylivecams]

yeah... It happened to me last year... I was camming .. I had a few bad days... ( Usurly I know 1 bad day is not anything personal ) But Last year.. I started crying... I couldnt go back on I dont know why I felt ... so undesired.. I didnt cam for about 4,5 months... until a month ago I came back... And again Sometimes ill have a GREAT night and the next day Ill be afraid to get on.. buttt ONCEEE im online .. and the first 5mins are past and I get one compliment it goes away.