ImLive
Sr. Member
I started my year off by leaving an abusive relationship. What has followed has been a series of ups and downs but I have somehow managed to stay afloat.. That is, until now. As I am sitting here writing this, I have about $1 and that's it.. Food is running out and rent needs to be payed in a little over two weeks and I am not entirely sure of what to do. My camming has been a bit so-so since I left, since I have been feeling horrible since leaving the relationship and there are days where I can barely manage to drag myself out of bed, much less get on cam. As a result; my earnings have been less than exciting. I'm in a foreign country and conveniently (or not) my visa is about to run out as well. I have the option to leave the country for a day or two to a neighboring one and then come back (which was my plan), but I can't even afford the train to the airport and much less the trip..
I know that I just need to push myself to get back on cam, but at the same time my last sessions have been less than lucrative and I don't feel hopeful that it will change..
I feel really embarrassed writing this, but I really don't know what to do.. Anyone have any suggestions? Help?
I know that I just need to push myself to get back on cam, but at the same time my last sessions have been less than lucrative and I don't feel hopeful that it will change..
I feel really embarrassed writing this, but I really don't know what to do.. Anyone have any suggestions? Help?
