I've looked through the forum and have only really seen this subject brought up a few times, but correct me if there's anything more recent...
One of the things that I've noticed since I've started camming, is how much it's affected my self-esteem. I'm at the lighter end of BBW, but have felt shitty about it since meds and other factors keep me from losing a considerable amount of weight.
When I started camming I was AMAZED by the amount of guys that not only told me that I was pretty/sexy/etc. but who also enjoyed my on-cam personality and could just chat and hang out with me.
I've been with my husband for 3 years. He's 100% supportive of my work, but sometimes... I feel this sort of resentment that he doesn't find me as sexy or cute as these strangers.
I remind myself that, well, these guys are different. They don't know me. They don't live with me. To them, I might just be tits and ass. They say these things because that's what they do, right?
But still, I dunno... lately I've just wanted to see that same sort of enthusiasm in my husband. We've talked about it. He gets it. We're working together...
But I was just wondering if anyone has had a similar issue? How have you worked it out?
One of the things that I've noticed since I've started camming, is how much it's affected my self-esteem. I'm at the lighter end of BBW, but have felt shitty about it since meds and other factors keep me from losing a considerable amount of weight.
When I started camming I was AMAZED by the amount of guys that not only told me that I was pretty/sexy/etc. but who also enjoyed my on-cam personality and could just chat and hang out with me.
I've been with my husband for 3 years. He's 100% supportive of my work, but sometimes... I feel this sort of resentment that he doesn't find me as sexy or cute as these strangers.
I remind myself that, well, these guys are different. They don't know me. They don't live with me. To them, I might just be tits and ass. They say these things because that's what they do, right?
But still, I dunno... lately I've just wanted to see that same sort of enthusiasm in my husband. We've talked about it. He gets it. We're working together...
But I was just wondering if anyone has had a similar issue? How have you worked it out?
