bongacams
Hero Member
I know we have all changed in positive or negative, maybe both ways, since we have started in this business. I think it's interesting to see how I've changed since I started years ago, but it's interesting to see how it's changed other people as well.
Honestly, I feel like it's changed me for the better. Outsiders who know nothing about this work, would assume that it would make me a lesser/worse person. I disagree. I feel like it's given me more confidence, opened my mind up and taught me to not be judgmental of others, I'm more open sexually and more in-tune with what men enjoy, I see myself in a better light & don't have as many insecurities as I once did. I also see my worth.
But heres the negative, sometimes I wonder if because I see so many married/committed men come to me and some will even claim they love me, if that's part of why I have trust issues. I'm also afraid I may never be "tamed".
How has it changed you?
Honestly, I feel like it's changed me for the better. Outsiders who know nothing about this work, would assume that it would make me a lesser/worse person. I disagree. I feel like it's given me more confidence, opened my mind up and taught me to not be judgmental of others, I'm more open sexually and more in-tune with what men enjoy, I see myself in a better light & don't have as many insecurities as I once did. I also see my worth.
But heres the negative, sometimes I wonder if because I see so many married/committed men come to me and some will even claim they love me, if that's part of why I have trust issues. I'm also afraid I may never be "tamed".
How has it changed you?
