My life kind of sucks

[sarafun]

So I don't have a car to poor to own one and I have no friends like zero. I have 1 acquaintance and she blew me off for going out this new years eve and is spending it with some other friends. The last time I went out was probably over a year ago. I finally won't have the kids with me this NYE and I'm free to go out or do something but can't because I have no car to go nowhere and no friends to pick me up either. I feel like I only live to work, eat, sleep and that's it. I end up having no fun whatsoever. I would so go out by myself but again no way of getting anywhere without a car I even thought of just taking a cab but damn $85 bucks for a cab is kind of pushing it lol so another year that I will stay home and do nothing. What's the point of everything if your life is only work and absolutely no fun. I bet that if I had $ and a car I would have friends out the whazzoo When I did I remember everyone wanted to hang out with me, Now they could careless. Just venting I know this has nothing to do with camming lol

 

[ameliafate]

Well if they aren't there for you when you're at your worst then those assholes don't deserve to be with you at your best either!!! Good thing they exposed their true motives now....they did you a favor!
So you're not going out to some sweaty club, surrounded by a bunch of strangers that you'll never see again, with some fake ass friends, drinking watered down/expensive drinks, and spending money that could go elsewhere. Sounds like you are better off than you think hon. Why not make a day of it? Put on some jazz, open a glass of wine, smoke a bowl, take a bubble bath and enjoy YOU. RELAX. Don't cam or even go online. My bf tells me all that time that I spend so much energy focused on the worries of tomorrow that I forget to enjoy the magic of TODAY.
Keep your head up hon. 2014 is going to be an AMAZING year!!!