Suemmy
Sr. Member
So, I decided that, for now, I'm going to be quitting camming.
I enjoyed it at first, but I found that with my self confidence issues along with the financial situation and stress I was under, camming at this point in time is not worth the stress and general negativity I started feeling when getting on cam.
I found that after a while I started to lose myself in all of it. Instead of having fun, I was scrambling to try and please people who, in the end, were freeloaders who just wanted a few free kicks and thought that just because I was there, I was supposed to please them for nothing. I know camming is a lot about being strong, being confident, and being the sexiest self you can be, but I also think that you need to know when to take a step back and analyze if what you're doing is good or bad. Right now I know that it's bad for me personally, and that I need to work on myself before I can have the confidence and right mindset to start camming again (if I ever decide to return) because camming shouldn't make me feel dirty, worthless, and hopeless like it was starting to make me feel.
Girls and guys, remember that you are worth so much more than those freeloaders think, and enjoy what you do. Shit gets tough, but don't get desperate. I think that's the most important thing I learned from this; you can't get desperate. Once you do, you're not going to enjoy it, and you're not going to be happy with the person you're becoming.
I enjoyed it at first, but I found that with my self confidence issues along with the financial situation and stress I was under, camming at this point in time is not worth the stress and general negativity I started feeling when getting on cam.
I found that after a while I started to lose myself in all of it. Instead of having fun, I was scrambling to try and please people who, in the end, were freeloaders who just wanted a few free kicks and thought that just because I was there, I was supposed to please them for nothing. I know camming is a lot about being strong, being confident, and being the sexiest self you can be, but I also think that you need to know when to take a step back and analyze if what you're doing is good or bad. Right now I know that it's bad for me personally, and that I need to work on myself before I can have the confidence and right mindset to start camming again (if I ever decide to return) because camming shouldn't make me feel dirty, worthless, and hopeless like it was starting to make me feel.
Girls and guys, remember that you are worth so much more than those freeloaders think, and enjoy what you do. Shit gets tough, but don't get desperate. I think that's the most important thing I learned from this; you can't get desperate. Once you do, you're not going to enjoy it, and you're not going to be happy with the person you're becoming.