Flirt4Free
Sr. Member
I dunno, I'm riding the fence of whether or not I should care if people I know find me online. I would be able to do so much more if I didn't, like posting my face on twitter and other public outlets. Not trying to be a narcissist, but my face is my best feature!
I'm just tired of the extra effort I'm putting in to keep my most exposing line of work, private, it just feels detrimental lately. If people I know find me it will be because they watch porn, so they'd really have no right to slander me.
I don't know what I'm afraid of, it could be nasty people starting rumors or sending me hate mail and death threats. But I've dealt with those before in other situations and I believe I handled it just fine. I'm not really social enough for the rumors to get back to me, but they could reach my family. It could be that I'm afraid my father will hate me and disown me, or his wife will tell him that she doesn't want me around the kids and I won't be allowed to visit. Not really worried about my little brother finding me, if he does he'll probably ask me about it before telling my dad. He's a good little bro.
So, what do you think? I want to put everything into this, I want it to be my career, I really do. If that's what I want then what is the point in caring? Should I go for it? I dunno I don't want to care so much, but I can't help it.
I'm just tired of the extra effort I'm putting in to keep my most exposing line of work, private, it just feels detrimental lately. If people I know find me it will be because they watch porn, so they'd really have no right to slander me.
I don't know what I'm afraid of, it could be nasty people starting rumors or sending me hate mail and death threats. But I've dealt with those before in other situations and I believe I handled it just fine. I'm not really social enough for the rumors to get back to me, but they could reach my family. It could be that I'm afraid my father will hate me and disown me, or his wife will tell him that she doesn't want me around the kids and I won't be allowed to visit. Not really worried about my little brother finding me, if he does he'll probably ask me about it before telling my dad. He's a good little bro.
So, what do you think? I want to put everything into this, I want it to be my career, I really do. If that's what I want then what is the point in caring? Should I go for it? I dunno I don't want to care so much, but I can't help it.