I first started camming on Myfreecams in October of 2019. I thought I gave it my all, but I was unaware (until it was too late), of the importance of the camscore, ignored other important do's and don'ts etc... I tried other platforms, but I got frustrated and eventually stopped altogether for about 4 months. I had no idea how much I would miss it, or how beneficial the break would be, though. There was no pressure to keep it rolling everyday, so I could just meditate on those months I was on, what did or didn't work, the veteran advice that made more sense (now that I wasn't studying it voraciously everyday), and all things MFC. It all gelled. I knew making a comeback was going to be a full-time job, so I've set out to be better, working consistently, but wisely, hopping off if it's dead. I spend time watching how other models I think are amazing, interact with the people in their rooms, but stay focused on being me, a total dork, keeping things simple and genuine, so I can engage with people and have fun. Mostly, though, I'm just truly humbled by, and profoundly appreciate the community and generosity of the MFC Members. All of my old friends have welcomed me back warmly, and the new ones are priceless. I couldn't possibly ever leave MFC now. The camscore can be triumphed. I rose mine from 677 to 844 in under 4 hours tonight. Not bad for an old lady climbing her way up. I don't even know what I did. I just went on with a spin the wheel game, and no expectations except to laugh and have fun with my guests. It was the best fucking night ever. I still have so much to learn, and so many questions, but it's not freaking me out anymore. I think it's gonna be alright.
