I don’t want to cam anymore and I’m afraid

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So I cammed twice within the last week and then decided I didn’t want to do it anymore.
I’ve been having a lot of panic attacks so can some of the older models of MFC or those who’ve worked with it anwser some questions for me?

1) since I was originally gonna do to make money for college stuff they have my ssn and home address? I’ve since asked them to delete my account but they said they can only deactivate it and after seven years it’ll be deleted?
Is MFC safe? like I live with my mom so I’m really worried someone will dox my information and she’ll be hurt

2) I keep googling my username and not much is coming up thankfully

I did masturbate on cam but nothing more than that
I’ve actually told my
Mom because I haven’t been sleeping
I’m so worried do I need a new ssn? Is MFC safe?


Will I be able to get a real jobs or will those two days online follow me for the rest of my life?? I’m terrified! I don’t want to do this anymore I want to get my degree and get a job with that degree and im
So scared about safety

I can’t believe I gave the website (for payment and I’d) my address and my ssn

I’m so scared I’ll be doxed or something

 

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A follow up:

Thank you all for responding.
I really appreciate all of your taking the time to help me with my anxieties.
I have few more questions and then I'll be done:

1 - Is masturbation considered prostuition? Because other models (that were helping me with my show( said at like "this amount of coins we do a cumshow" if I'd taken the payout would that make me a prosititute? (I'm not from Nevada but from the east coast(

2 - Theres nothing else I need to do? Accounts deactivated and I'm just free to go? Will the coins expire once they close my account in seven years? I dont need to file any forms at all?

3 - For safety reasons do I need to get a new ssn? I was doing direct deposits so do I need new bank numbers?

Honestly, the videos getting out is my least worry I was more concerned with going to jail lol. I googled my username yesterday and it came up on two sites. The first looked like it just re-upped porn, but even though my name came up in the google search, my video wasn't on the siote so im wondering if maybe someone has my username on another site?

There is a picture of my face (i'm fully clothed thankfully( on that 4chan 9k board making rude comments about me, but if thats the only comment im not worried and id reach out to 4chan support and ask them to remove it - it links to my deleted channel but if you type in my username on mfc nothing comes up

So I'm good? The biggest worry is if the video gets out?

MFC will protect all my important information?

I apologize for rephrasing questions I've already asked, I'm just really paranoid
I'm very thankful for you all reaching out I finally feel better