I'm soo depressed! I need some advice and motivation

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I started being a camgirl 2 and half years ago. Im from Argentina,and when I started on naked.com i was doing well,with time and effort I've reached some personal goals (my first car for example) I was REALLY motivated! My studio "forced" me to work at least 40 hours per period to get paid,so my schedule was regular. I remember working 18 or 19 hours every 2 days! wow,so motivated. But i've had to move to cb on december,because i was tired of pressure,and of course on cb I get 50% instead of 25% on naked.com
Im doing fine on CB,I get a lot of followers,and viewers (700-3000 viewers everytime I get online) But im just lazy or unmotivated. This month I haven't worked not even 1 hour. I'll start tonight but im scared!!! I feel like im going to fail, I dont know why I dont have the same motivation to work 18 hours in a day as I did on naked.com I feel sad,because my husband is unemployed and i feel like I have to help him,but im just doing everything wrong. Im jealous about girls who are online a lot of hours! I know they do it because they make A LOT of money. I hate when I see a lot of girls charging 2000tks to take shirt off,2000 more to take bra off,3000 more to take panties off,and getting a lot of tips. My prices are reasonables and I get a lot of freeloaders. Im tired to work 4 or 5 days per period and make 1000 dollars. Damn,I need motivation to work more,and make more. I dont know If you can help me, I just needed to write about my problem,I think its the first step to solve it.I want to cry

 

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I think the same thing happens to all of us. It's been the same with me lately too. I think the answer is to just get online and not give up, and hopefully you will snap out of it. I waited until I completely ran out of money to do that, and now I am paying for it dearly. Chin up!! I do hope it gets better for you, love!!