Modelling is not for me?

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I am affraid I have to quit of this dream to become a successful webcam model. I have a daughter, 11 years old, she is always over my shoulder, reading what I am doing, I can't promote myself when she is around. She goes to bed usually at 9:30, with all preparation, lights, make up, hair, wigs, encoders, twitter promotions, etc. I start broadcasting at 10:30. I can't be alert, happy, funny, playful because I am already tired, and I just stop performing 2 hours later, feeling dissapointed. I must to be awake 5 am everyday, so, when my daughter leaves, I go to sleep again and I awake feeling guilty, no time to perform in the mornings either.
I have tried several sites, follow all advices, nothing works. Selling vids and content: no time to edit them.
Another difficult I have, I suppose all of you already noticed. My English SUCKS! It's such difficult to me to write a nice description of pictures, vids, I can't write blog entrances. My husband sometimes helps me, but he is involved in another affairs, so I am manly by myself. I am crying right now. I really wanted to be succesful. I love sex, people say that I am hot, but if I can't set a regular schelude and my English is that poor and I have no time to edit videos and stuff... I just have to quit, this is not a job for me...

 

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How about a short break? From my experience, sometimes you try too hard and you end up looking desperate and those fuckers see it and feel it and never tip lol You can always come back after all.

So why don't you twitt like mad about your indy camshows on skype? CMD. Skyprivate, you know? No need for serious schedule, just leave your laptop on and wait when you can't go online.

!!! Be very careful with your daughter and really, last thing you want to do is her to find out. You might face some SERIOUS legal consequences if she actually sees you performing when you don't realise it, she might tell someone at school and you are in BIG trouble !!!