really stressed and worried and needin to talk and vent.

[jullyenn3]

my body has been kind of showing little bity signs like it may or may not be possibly pregenant
I do not feel like it is cause I do have an IUD in place....but I have missed my period....for this last month...and I have been having a lots of tenderness in my breasts. I feel light headed and dizzy a lot of the time.....and I feel slightly warm ....and weak....even feeling queasy and nauseous after I eat. And I am having really bad mood swings. I am horrified by all of this and living at home with my mother does help my nerves or stress levels. She is convinced that the new job I have had for a month is not enough for me to take care of a kid even I do want to have one...lol and where I do agree with her on that and its why I wanted to look more into being a cam girl I know I could never really truly discuss with her any of this cause I would simply be meant with grief, stress and judgments.

Because i am dealing with such stress from my mom it makes me appear a whole lot more needy and clingy to my boyfriend....I know we need space I know we need to have lives of our own...and that kind of thing is not easy for me at all.

I feel like the stress of me living at home is effecting my relationship with my boyfriend....and how I feel about things......its hard for me to see clearly when I have so much stress coming at me from so many angles.

 

[ohmona]

I used to live with my family too and it was sooooooo hard trying to hide what I do (and not moan so loud hahaha).

Then it got to a point where I thought fuck this - this is MY life! So I opened up to them. They kinda knew already, or had some idea (they thought it was a bit suspect that I was wearing sexy lingerie around the house lmao) but hey, thats ME. I have no idea what sort of relationship you have with your family, but I guess for me, my frustration caused me to be honest and open about me being a cam girl.

Im sure if you could move out you would of already. Its hard to get a place of your own. First thing you need to do is get a pregnancy test! Even if you are on some form of contraception, thats not a guarantee (its a high probability you wont get pregnant but there are a few girls who have got pregnant being on some form of contraception.

Then ofc think about getting your own place. Can you afford it? Whats your budget? Consider all the above and more and try to make small steps to moving out!

Wishing you all the best and freedom that you deserve hun!