Actually dug what was being said up until the 6 minute mark when homie (sorry if this is you) started hocking the life coach bs with the “buy my patreon for 2 extra self help videos”.
I can speak on this firsthand. I’ve wasted LOADS of money and hours of my life on this game. It really does start to eat away at you after some time if you’re a self aware person. To those that actually enjoy it, congrats. I genuinely mean that. Different stokes for different folks.
I think I dumped around $2000 from June of 2020-December when I made a resolution to never waste another dime on this addiction. And you know what? 3x minutes of google searching “insert model name” and “forum” and what do you know, there’s waaaaay more content floating around there than whatever BS you’re being sold in a PPV message.
The homie makes several good points that resonate with me. The restructuring of the mind is for sure a thing. It seeps over into relationships if you have one.It is definitely a corruption of the mind.
One thing that he didn’t mention, I don’t know about any of you fellas, but this shit low key makes me lose faith in humanity. I have hundreds of reasons to not have faith in humans as is. But to compound it, the mix of emotions you feel when you can literally verify that the stated 2% of all people you interact with now are selling their asshole pics online for $5 is kinda low key disheartening. It assigns a dollar amount to something that as was said, was left up to needing to work towards and imagination for millennia.
You know what I mean. Browse your friend list of girls or guys you thought were hot in whatever aspect of life or your Insta and google “Onlyfans” next to their screen names. It is wild. I don’t even know that many people and I was able to find like a handful of girls who I knew from various times in real life who are selling their nudes online. It’s a mix of emotions for sure. “Hell yeah I always wanted to see her tits!” to literally being able to message and send them $50 with a “hey send me your asshole” that actually gets replied to. Shit is cool for like all of 10 minutes. It just leaves a weird lack of faith in anything “good” for me.
insert argument of sexual liberation, pro sex worker and freedom of expression. I agree with most aspects of that. I just don’t like what it’s done to my brain ?
I miss the days when porn wasn’t the expectation for every person on a screen. I genuinely could give two fucks less about porn use. I just think that what the homie says in the first few minutes is true. The dangers are there. I think forums like this are actually good coping mechanisms out of the addiction or path to some betterment. Fuck that life coach noise tho!
btw I’m here because I literally use this as a way to hold onto that promise to never give another nickel to an e-person. Nothing against anyone personally, it’s just the overall corruption of my own mind that I dislike.
