A bit out of it and asking for a bit of advice

[sashacam4]

Well, I have cammed a few times before but those times I had an HD camera and I was slightly smaller. Right now, I'm close to getting a gym membership(I've fallen off the track and can't stick to bodyweight exercises) but I'm wondering if I should crowdfund and sell videos to get an HD cam? I feel like I'd definitely do better with it and honestly, I oddly feel more nervous about my body more than I did at 19 and I feel like the people in the room can sense it(this may also just be my anxiety creeping in but yeah). I'll still work on NiteFlirt (since I love working for them anyway) but I'm just wondering if this is a good move?

 

[bosco]

I don't know much about the funding sites but I would just suggest using the cam u got for a night then buying an hd with that... u can get a basic hd Logitech for like $50 and u can work up from that... I know how u feel about body issues... I been camming for about 2 yrs now and I have put on weight from being lazy... shit my job is in my bed now . but I have a system now everyday that I work I do a cardio workout before I start getting ready.. that helps me to stay in shape, it boosts my confidence and it dramatically increases my energy levels... Best of luck honey... welcome back!!

 

[bosco]

Do you have a webcam right now to work with that is not built-in to you laptop, It really boils down to have an external webcam and good lighting. I get your self conscience about your body I was too when I went on meds to treat my bipolar disorder the weight piled on and I didn't notice it til people started making inappropriate comments about it.

No I have not joined a gym, I have always said I would set up a home gym and get myself some beach body products and workout with them but I haven't foudn the motivation to do it.

You need to focus on working with what you have now and make that money everything else is secondary. something that took me a while to figure out.