I need help!

[Imperiallily]

Hello everyone,im writing here in hope that someone who went thru or is facing my current issue will find some time to share some solutions,ideas regarding the matter.
I cammed for 6 years now 4 at home then paused 1 year then last 2 years at a studio.
I mention that im the premium type of girl with no shows on free.
I reached a point where my patience and tolerance towards majority of members have decreased drastically and i become easily irritated.


Working in a studio helps me because i stick to a program and i hold the owners in high regards,they treated me fair and square, from home i barely managed 5 hours online per day now here i stay at least 8 sometimes reaching 10+ hours. Restrictions and rules help.

Unfortunately ever since last year around october i started to feel a certain anger towards the rude peasantry that walks in my room,my energy drains rapidly if i sit for hours in vain,maybe one or two privates from time to time. What kills meSmiley (N) the most is the waiting,eternal waiting for the type of member that takes out the best in me. Smiley :8 IS WRONG i know ...i should fake it til i make it believable and i should not care about how they are,afterall is my interest to have everyone's money not just a certain type that makes me feel good besides the financial side. I can spend 6 hours which i did with people in private both show and talking about anything really, i have patience for listening and giving advices,discovering someone,i kinda take it and took it to a deeper level and thats what i try to target...lately i cant have the law of attraction on my side because of how i feel,hence i cant attract that anymore.Smiley :O
I think i have a little mental breakdown and its very visible ...
My question is...how do i get back on the horse again? How can i strenghten my tolerance and patience,how can a girl who's more glamour than porno reduce the waiting time and attract again more into her room,also the "right guys" ? I would be greatful to hear your input,struggles and recommendations. Thank you and have a lovely shift!

P.S: an extended vacation ( 2weeks+ ) isnt possible,not at the moment,and i need to be strong for at least another 1,5 years.

 

[CherryCrush]

I think it is safe to say that most of us feel this way from time to time... What really gets to us is people's rudeness. We used to be on a one of the premium sites a long time ago, and it seemed to be working for a bit. Now we are on CB and MFC - seems like there is a bit more opportunity there and a bit more interesting. It gives you a better opportunity to talk to someone, even if they do not pay, but the keep your room alive. May be changing where stream could help. At least for a few days/hours. You can still do privates and much much more on these sites. There is a lot of flexibility with bots and apps that work for you and make your room more alive and interesting. BUT, I know what you mean - there is only 1 or 2 people out of a thousand who are genuinely nice. Who want to have fun there. Others... I am not even sure why they are there. We could have 1000+ people in our room and not one tip, not a single word from them. Not hi/bye, not even mmmmm. Mostly, out of the blue, some free member will say something like: I want to see the guy slap the girls face really hard, turn doggy and start f***ing now! (We do this as a couple). Or, lets meet, I have a nice c**k. Rarely you will get someone who makes you feel like you want to do stuff anymore. And when we get the good ones - we enjoy ourselves so much, that the rest of the night/day goes much better. We even do shows for good regulars for FREE, just to make ourselves feel better and to get us going... Seriously, try a new place. Does not have to be forever. It is like moving to a new house, or going on vacation (sort of). You will also get a "NEW Performer" icon which should get viewers. I read about one girl who would register a new account every week so that she would have that "NEW" on her profile.
Let us know if you find a way to deal with this. Like I said - we all go through this from time to time.
Hope this helps a little.