I need to vent

[Camorous]

I feel like I don't want to go online. Last couple weeks I been a little sad, Just thinking about dealing with customers and so makes me roll my eyes. It is sad how something that was very exciting for me now makes me feel bad... Also It has been soo slow, making the half of what I used to earn, I mean everything makes me feel sad lately. My mind tells me I'm just lazy, get your cam and get to work. But I don't feel like doing it, I don't feel like doing anything, and I blame myself for that. Sometimes it is hArd to see the bright side. How do you know if is just lazyness and excuses or there is really something going on? I might contact a psychologist, I used to deal with depression when I was younger and I don't want to go trough that anymore. Well I just needed to talk about this, thank you for reading!