ImLive
Sr. Member
Today I had to log off in the middle of streaming, because I was about to break down and I didn't want to do it on cam. Last week was terrible for me and this week has so far been even worse. I have always done okay before, some days better than others, but I have always done fairly well either way. But now it's suddenly impossible and I don't know what is happening.
So now instead of paying customers, I keep getting these trolls into my chatroom instead and usually, if there is at least someone tipping, I don't care. But now this week it's nothing. So of course the trolls get to me and now I sit here and feel like a total failure.
I have to ask; is it just me or is it shit for anyone else right now? I don't know if it's because people are on vacation or what it is.. Either way, it's driving me crazy.. and of course I'm broke, so that doesn't help either..
I was in a good mood when I got on cam today, and now two hours later, I'm sitting here with mascara running down my face.. Not what I had planned.. And of course I'm PMS:ing to, so that doesn't help either.. Crap.
So now instead of paying customers, I keep getting these trolls into my chatroom instead and usually, if there is at least someone tipping, I don't care. But now this week it's nothing. So of course the trolls get to me and now I sit here and feel like a total failure.
I have to ask; is it just me or is it shit for anyone else right now? I don't know if it's because people are on vacation or what it is.. Either way, it's driving me crazy.. and of course I'm broke, so that doesn't help either..
I was in a good mood when I got on cam today, and now two hours later, I'm sitting here with mascara running down my face.. Not what I had planned.. And of course I'm PMS:ing to, so that doesn't help either.. Crap.
